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Black Huge Bull Attacking me in Dream


27 Dec 2017 


That was the second times of the 2 and half months period in Bangladesh. I awake in the dream by seeing the horrific dreams. Yesterday nights, I do have very thin slept until late morning. I was struggling to sleep well until the late early morning. I know, the dream is just to get the series of thoughts, feelings, images, expressions, and perceptions occurring in a person's mind during a sleep. In my dreams, a huge black bull was attacking me in the roadway. I tried to defend the bull, I throw the stone over him, he was very angry with me. I have just ignored the bull and gone to another side to take the stick for lashing the bull, which saw from the nearby distance. While I was going there to pick up the stick, the stick I saw was the root of plants, which I didn’t able to take out off. Until the time the bull was coming nearby for attacking me, when I saw him, he fell some hesitation and step back. I wake up with little sweat in the face even in the chilly mid-winter early morning. 

My mobile was going to down. Even though, I on the mobile to see the dream interpretation. I typed the dream interpretation in the Google. I opened the page (Url: https://dream-meaning.net/animal/bull-dream-interpretation/). I scrolled the page for reading the dream about bull actions. The interpretation was “To dream about a bull attacking someone or even you in a normal setting, suggests that your stubbornness is hurting those around you.” 

Yesterday (December 26, 2017) I have attended the seminar series conducted by University of South Asia and organized Asian Institute of Disability and Development (AIDD) on the topic “Developing a low-cost community-based intervention model for children with cerebral palsy in Rural Bangladesh”. There was four presentation session followed by question-answer discussions. Among four, 3 sessions were very interesting and based on research findings. All the experts shared their experience in managing children with cerebral palsy and other neurodevelopmental disabilities. I also actively participated in the seminar and asking one question as the representation of FK Norway fellow from Nepal. In Time management, all the developing countries people faced the same problems and easily accept the late timing by simply apologizing. While finishing the seminar session, it was about 2 pm (lunchtime of Bangladesh). In every occasion, we Mithun and I have a different opinion on handling the situation. He forced me to come out from the university to taking food and returning to the apartment. He takes very easy on every moment and scolds me on my opinion for thinking about the future. Finally, we decide to call our supervisor. He is the very sincere guy. He came downstairs to meet us without receiving our call. 

He told the university staffs to takes us to the confession hall for lunch. I request him for eating together, he denied in his polite language and mentioned he is in the meeting. We were excited and shown our gratitude to him. We just knocked the door and put our bags on the one side of the corner and sit in the chairs. The room was designated to serve the lunch. All the four paper presenters and associated staffs were there. One gentleman was called us and tell us to leave the confession room with his whispering sound. He talked about, he does have the very secret meeting. He again told us to arrange the meeting in the office by 4 pm for interaction. 

The mirror was not there. I ignored seeing my face and captured the picture. I just took my bag and come straight to the roadsides for searching foods. The day before yesterday was the Christmas. We have celebrated the Christmas till late night. So, we wake up late at morning. For being punctual, we did not take our breakfast and decided to take in the street, whenever available. We do have difficulties in getting the old building of university so, we didn't have time to take breakfast. We got the Star Kabab (Renowned restaurant of Banani, Dhaka) nearby new building of the university. We took the lunch (Chicken Biryani) and arrived in the office by taking the CNG within 3. After sometimes, the gentleman (Who whispered us to get out and arrange the meeting) came to the office. We take the pen and copy for a meeting. Within few minutes he left the office with his friends by saying bye-bye. I asked him an only one question. “Are you going?” He replied me “Yes”.

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